I Still Wonder

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  date: 'November 19, 2025',
  author: 'Cristina Vasilescu',
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I Still Wonder

by Cristina Vasilescu
How can we begin to understand failure as a constructive fall? Whether emotional, professional, psychological, physical or political, what if failure, and the uncertainty that comes with it, are approached as playful, even generative, grounds?

As our inner and outer lives grow increasingly fragmented within an entangled reality, the pressure to succeed accelerates. Society has cultivated a restless sense of competitiveness, one that carves experience into sharp binaries such as success or failure, with almost no room for in-between realms.

Failure as a ground of transformation. As a place of learning. A process of constructing new meaning by deconstructing the fault lines.

What might seem like defeat from one angle can also reveal itself as an enlightening turning point. Yet failure can provoke pain and disappointment. It is for this reason that Beckett’s famous excerpt TRY AGAIN. FAIL AGAIN. FAIL BETTER urges us to embrace failure by confronting it and be shaped by it. For contemporary artists, failure has been approached as a site of banal occurrence, often filtered through humor, irony, vulnerability. I’m equally interested in how failure operates both through poetic forms and technical perspectives. It is often the debris, the broken, the fragile, the seemingly wrong, that transforms into something desirable. From that rupture happening, there is hope to grow into something else, into a potential that can further support a community, a shared gesture.

In a leap of defiance, the exhibition turns failure into a constructive mode of resistance: a return to play, to ambiguity, and to critical-poetic engagement through speculative realms.

Whilst the exhibition traces the many flights of failure, each work widens the underlayers of this restless, expanding process.

Acting as storyteller, Sleepy Press’ installation stretched across the gallery’s length unravels messages of rejection that are both raw and strangely tender. Their notes and imagery juxtapositions dismantle the mechanical use of language, turning refusals and judgmental views into both humorous and critical acts. Across their suspended clothesline, the red neon outline of a dream-castle glows over abandoned ambitions, illuminating dreams that survive only through their own invisibility, firstly drawn, then turned into sculpture.

In the absent shell of a burnt car, Lucian Bran transforms accident into camouflage, approaching matter as a gateway for fissures and interstices. The trace of a burnt back seat merges with the overheated alchemy of photographic development, an intentional failure mirroring the tropical glasshouses, and imagining a world sweating at fifty-six degrees Celsius.

Christian Jankowski’s speculative gaze finds its historical balance in the aftermath of the millennial New Year, capturing in analogue photographs the duds, fireworks that never ignited, abstract remnants that fell blindly into collectors’ hands, unaware of what millennial dud work they acquired.

Unfired lipsticks restlessly sit in Ileana Pascalau’s black leather bandolier as if haunting a multi-headed dragon of idealised feminine beauty, violence, suppressed identities and power.

Drifting between the systemic failures of women’s rights and a self-reflective gesture of empowerment, Aurora Mititelu’s interactive installation dissolves gender’s rigid binaries, transforming the hetero-alpha male into a more affective replica of herself.

Inhabiting the gallery’s liminal spaces, Tudor Ciurescu’s airbrushed paintings suspend the viewer in a state of transit, shifting between unsettling and generative grounds, stillness and unspoken agony.

Between 19.11 and 6.02.2026, the exhibition will be accompanied by a series of participatory events
under the title Fail Better ♡. Stay tuned!

artworks

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Lucian Bran – Benchmark

February 2, 2026
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Lucian Bran – Thermscape 56C41

February 2, 2026
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Lucian Bran – Thermscape 56C43

February 2, 2026
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Ileana Pascalau – Suits You Well

February 2, 2026
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Aurora Mititelu – Gen/esis

February 2, 2026
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artists

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Lucian Bran

February 2, 2026
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Aurora Mititelu

February 2, 2026
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Ileana Pașcalău

February 2, 2026
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Christian Jankowski

December 20, 2025
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Sleepy Press

December 19, 2025
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Events

CHRISTIAN JANKOWSKI - Finding 7

CHRISTIAN JANKOWSKI – Finding 7

TUDOR CIURESCU - Czechoslovak interior decorator

TUDOR CIURESCU – Czechoslovak interior decorator

CHRISTIAN JANKOWSKI - Finding 11

CHRISTIAN JANKOWSKI – Finding 11

SLEEPY PRESS - Gabrielle Lubliner, Lost and Found

SLEEPY PRESS – Gabrielle Lubliner, Lost and Found

LUCIAN BRAN - Benchmark

LUCIAN BRAN – Benchmark